Ideas

I wanna be the KAS, Nyan Neko Sugar girls, tails gets trolled, outsider art, and neurodiverdency (liking art ironically, but also genuinely? so bad its good? ranked competitive breast growth? satire? self satire? genuine satire?

Ai dungeon, dnd, itentity, self discovery, and fear being shamed for who i am

Some essay about daria...

• Daria, the horror of being different, but why its so important to be yourself anyways

The fangame community, elitism, and appreciating begginers, outsiders, neurodivercity, children, and generally undervalued people and ideas

Note: roxy radcliffs short story ysstem is what ispired me to look at childhood through a neurodivergent lens

Chris chan, how the internet ruined her life, ableism transphobia

Beauty standards, dehuminazation, transmisogony, rape

writing blobs/brainstorming/ stream of conciousness

Life goals:

To be happy?
What i think makes me happy:

• Being myself and accepting who I am and loving myself for it
• Feeling accomplished. Feeling like I’m working towards something, feeling that I have meaning
• Making the world a “better place” I put it in quote because better place means different things to different people. To me I think it means that I don’t want people to suffer like I have. I know it’s impossible for no one to suffer, so I want to focus on how to have the least suffering for everyone.Maybe reading ethical philosophy would help lol. But I deeply want to make people not suffer like I have. I focus on people like me, it’s easier to be compassionate for people like me, but I want to be compassionate to people I don’t understand, and try to understand them. I care about people I don’t understand because people don’t understand me, and have hurt me through ignorance. So I guess maybe the best way is to increase understanding, so that we don’t accidentally hurt each other. ——I believe people are fundamentally good, at least %99 percent of us. —- what does being good mean? That we believe ourselves to be good, and only do bad things out of ignorance, or trauma, and other reasons. Why do we hurt other people? I often hurt other people because people have hurt me, and made me feel that something about me is wrong, so other people that have the part of me that I hate, I hate them because I hate that part of me. People also hurt people by trying to change them, which they believe is helping them, that isnt. conversion therapy, for instance (I think of it as conversion therapy.) forcing someone to change when they can’t is traumatic.